The rollercoaster ride that has become my relationship never ends. The ups and downs are so frequent. I just want a nice steady ride for a while but it seems impossible to get there. No more ups and downs... bring on a nice stable merry go round or something instead.
We had another bad day yesterday. I am on the verge of giving up. I cannot handle the constant unexpected bad times. I just want to be happy and feel secure and stable in my relationship. Maybe that day will never come.
He has been at band practice most of today so we havent had a chance to sort it out. He made me breakfast as a peace offering but it is at the stage of needing so much more than that. He messaged to ask if I wanted to go to his parents place for dinner tonight as well because they asked. I told him it isn't exactly good timing with us how we were and not having a chance to sort it out first but it is up to him as I haven't planned dinner. Haven't heard since. No idea what is happening.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
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