Tuesday

Finally a drama free day. Last night went smoothly. There was affection, tenderness and romance. No raised voices. No slamming doors. Most of all... no tears!

Things are looking up however he leaves for band tour on Thursday and is not returning until sometime late Sunday night. No matter how much I try to prepare myself for these absences, they are always difficult times. I know I will be an emotional wreck, particuarly so soon after the events of the weekend. The worst thing is he is home only days before Valentines day and my birthday. Usually we take a few days to mend after the emotional rollercoaster of a tour. I don't want to be arguing around valetines or my birthday.

He belives the future looks bright and we will be closer than ever. Always optimistic!